Hey, Life

So, hey

Is been a year. how's going? 

After so many months, i have decided to back to this blog-sphere. Over the months, i have tried to blog, but it ends up with the delete button. Well, i think i am not passionate about blogging or what, i don't know. Until a month ago, i have decide to pick it back. Because I need to blog, words can help to express everything, whether you are sad, happy, angry or excited, you can always write it down to make it a memory. And i want to keep it in words, so that when i am old, i mean older, i can always read it and think about how life's going on with me and my family, friends. 

When i re-activated my blog and started to read every blog i have posted, i am really blessed with my life. For all the people that once appeared in my life, i really appreciate it for making my life so much fun and left me with so much good memories. Places i have been, friends i have made, tears i have dropped, i want to keep every memory in records, i don't want to lost any piece of it. 

Every memory is valuable, even the bad ones. 

Over the months, here are what's happened and happening: 

 My life 

Now, most of the time i am based in our nosiest city, KL 

i have my career here, 

i have my new and old friends here, 

and i have a life with my love ones here. 

So, my life routine is 

I wake up every morning;

 wash up; 

have my outfit from wardrobe; 

put on some make up 

and off to work 

after work; 

i will walk my pet dog with the love ones; 

shower 

have dinner

slack on bed for some movie

or just simply play with our own phone 

sometimes/most of the time we will hang out with our friends

we have dinner together, or get some drinks 

I have signed off from previous company, and still looking for a better job that I will be passionate about. So, let's not talk about my work first. Who knows maybe i will change my path to be a full time blogger/youtuber?  

Still attaching with the same old love, we are good. Yea, good. 

Has been together for 5 years and still counting; and still working on it. 

23 years old this year, i have many ideas going in and out of my mind. 

i don'k know which to start first, which to go first. 

hopefully i will come out with one soon, or else i will just continue my life this way. 

which i don't really want it to be. 

oh, maybe back to blog-sphere is a good start? 

Conclusion: life was good to me for the past few months. still good to me now.

26 JUNE 2015

Great Day People! So here comes the Friday thoughts. 

So, people knows me as a really noisy and hyper active human being. 

i talked a lot. When i got nothing to do, i talk; when i got thing to do, i talk. 

i like to talk. with people i like, i have tons of topic to talk with. 

because to me, talking is the best cure for everything. i talk for entertain people and entertain me myself. I don't understand why we need to keep words in heart. Split it out, just don't keep, you will get internal bleeding. At least for me, i will have internal bleeding if i don't throw the words out. 

When there is a time i sensed my people is not in a good mood, i talk to them. i hope they could open their heart to me and tell me what is the thing that bothered him/her. I might get to help, perhaps? Even though i can't help to solve it, at least i could save you from explosion. who knows, i might save their little life.  My friends do pour themselves to me. i think they trust me or maybe i born like consultant? duh* 

when i encounter problem, i tell. Yes, i don't care who is the one that create the problem for me. i don't feel happy, i tell. My dad, my mom, my boyfriend, my boss..No, no exclusion. There is no point for me to keep it in heart and wait until it burst. i just can't hold myself. It might be rude. But, it is true. Me, live as a human being for 22 years. There are people go in and out from my life, i don't get to hold them and let them stay for a longer period of time. It is because I am too straight forward. I slap people on their face, too bad not on their butt. So, that's the reason. 

To be honest, i don't have any best girl friend like others do. Yes, there are people who asked me about this. i smile and said, Nah, just no one likes me. No girl wants to be my good friend. 

i can't do girl dramas. i Can't. Girls are too dramatic, and i not so into those drama, so i quit. i keep a distance with girlfriends. because i don't want any of them treat me as best friend or good friend. Nah, just don't. I rather be with my boyfriends that are really less dramatic. Maybe i should say, there are no drama in guy-guy things. Heh* actually it is because guy is more conscious than girl. When you slap them on face, guy knows it is because they did some thing wrong. But girl..never is their fault. they never wants to admit their fault even in their heart they knows they are in fault. 

am i a pity girl with no best girl friend? 

Well, i don't think so. At least i am still the original. i don't act. i don't change. 

please love me, my friends. 

10 JUNE 2015

top: Facebook online shop

bottom : Cuxe, Histyle

Shoe: New Balance

Purple Bag: Micheal Kors

So, it's already June. 

May is my month. 

but i didn't have any great big huge celebration. 

This year, the greatest thing was had a dinner with my family. 

the only wish i have for my birthday is : everyone stay healthy and happy. 

and let me love all of you everyday. 

Oh ya, the cake is amazing. From Moonlight cake house at Sri Petaling. 

Moonlight Cake House  (here is the link, i think you will want it, So, welcome!)

Is a Rainbow Cake. Well, rainbow cake is a trend starting from i-dont-know when, i have tried many kind of rainbow cake. i can tell you, this is da boom. 

Me likey. 

k-thx-bye

Bring'in the whole new Me

Hello friends. Welcome back to my blog. Feel so good to bring it back to life after i have abandoned it for half a year. No worries. It is now back to action. Why i have gone so long? Probably doing the same shit(s). Assignments, tests and final exams, which i have tied up with my degree course for 3 years. And now, comes to The End. Finally finished my degree course. Like...finally. I got myself an official job. ahem, ya, another new life begin soon. 

So, which means, I got plenty of time to work on my blog! and it makes me decide to bring my blog back with my very own youtube channel, where i will do my vlog when i feel like i want to talk about it instead of blog about it. perhaps there is with some laziness. The channel is still working on; in progress. 

Thank ya for reading.

kthxbye

TALK THE TALK

hey people. 

glad that i survived from assignments and tests. 

ordinary university life. i am working it out. 

by the way. today, i want to talk about myself. 

i am a girl, from year 1993. i am a girl that live independently. 

why? because start from primary one, my parents went to Singapore, to work, earn money, to survive. 

i have a brother, youngest brother. since then, my aunt from mother side started to take care us.
 and my parents, come back once two weeks. and stay for 3 days 2 nights.
 after that they went back to their hard life.

i won't say that i am lack of love from my parents.  i learnt to appreciate. 

appreciate the time we're being together. appreciate the things that they gave me. 

i never complain about my life. never. 

wishes in my life, so far, they fulfilled. they just simply amazing. 

i am a 90's. 

from the education, i learnt to stand out and say things that i think is correct. 

i don't actually fucking care who is the one that did wrongs. i don't care if he/she is older than me or he/she is my elder.

whatever i think it is wrong, i point it out.

like what i always said " fight for our rights."

i think it is not wrong for us to fight for our rights. i never think it is wrong. 

this is 20 century. no more drama from those old times please.

i am a modern girl. i am not that kind of girl that lives in old times, that knee down to wipe the floor with a cloth and never disagree with single thing that happen in her life. i am not that kind of girl, just not. 

whoever that disagree me, this individual. ok, fine, you can leave, i won't stop you right? we're not in the same path though. 

 life never be easy.

i will cry in the middle of the night. many reason for me to cry in the midnight.

maybe because of i have a test tomorrow and i can't sleep. 

maybe because i have a fight with my bf. 

maybe because of i feel lonely.

too many reasons to cry.

but i don't cry in front of people.
i will not let my tiara down in front of those fucking people that look down on me. i was always strong in front of people.

sometimes, i am fragile.
in the middle of the night, i might need to hold myself in case i broke accidentally. lol. 

i don't communicate with people that i don't really know. 

i don't know the reason. i just feel superb insecure to communicate with people that i don't know. 

i rather keep quiet. and i did feel good to not to talk. weirdo i know.

it just feel better to not to open my mouth. maybe i scare the gold that i kept in my mouth will drop out.

but, if people start a conversation with me, i never reject ok....i will not run off. not until that level please. 

my life is not bad, but when i feel it is bad, i tell myself  "suck it up." 

FINALLY BACK IN ACTION

The title tells. i am back in action. 

 MIA for 5 months. i am good. 

just wondering...my blog still alive? 

is okay..is okay..i am bringing it back. 

just in case you are  wondering where i die to..this post will kind of sum up what actually happened. 

first. i back from UK trip.. 

where lot of fun and memories happened. 

boyfriend already came back from UK but i am still not finishing with all the UK posts.

second. the day after i touched down in Malaysia, my internship started.

i got to meet all of them, whose made my internship goes better. without them i probably die in the office. 

after i finished the internship that last for 3 months, i finally got a month to rest. 

Still MIA, because i was busy with my 21st birthday celebration. 

finally i am 21st year-old. will blog about it soon..like real soon? 

after birthday celebration, new semester started. busy with all the enrollment, classes, activities....... 

and finally, i am here after months. 

still alive and good. thankgod.

like i mentioned in previous-previous-previous entry, i will have a giveaway.

so, if you're interested with it. stay tuned!

promise will have the giveaway this month. So, come back anytime and you might get surprise!

LONDON TO PARIS, THE CITY OF ROMANCE

HAPPY SUNDAY PEEPS :) 

continue my trip to Paris! The City of Romance 

Pre-booked our Eurostar train ticket on October, and so, here we go to Paris :) 

here we reached Paris with the big old school departure time board

i am totally amazed and we stood here for minutes to read it

the the board really flipped

i was like " omg! u see it?!" 

and here, the happy girl is going to start her journey

First to hotel! i booked a hotel really near to the train station, in case we missed the train back to London

5minutes walking distance and we reached our hotel

request for early check in and guess what, we got our room at 10.45am. 

blessed! just one room available at the moment and we got our foot reached there on time. 

we went out to get some lunch before we tour around and accidentally found this market selling those fresh meat, fruits, veggies ... etc

ang mo everywhere :) :) :) 

and people looked at me like : asian? 

 Got no idea what to eat, we just bumped into this restaurant

and i got a menu..with French 

and the waiter gave me this whiteboard and he said it was all the Special of the Day

okay, let me take a picture with it 

and help please, seriously? u think i can read French?

no please....i am hungry.. and i need food pleeeease

the waiter walked to me and explained 

and here: our lunch :) 

_ i love my spaghetti! i swear it cannot be found in malaysia

because the Cheese they put in is only in French. wtf 

tour around this city and got some pictures :

the weather was slightly cooler than London, so i have to equip myself with thicker clothes and end up like this. lol 

and we went to the Love Lock Bridge

the must-go-place for couple

and MJ decided to lock me up

our little lime green lock squeezed in and successfully locked on the bridge 

and there, people said, the key have to throw into the river

so the couple will find no way to unlock it

and they will stay together in forever. 

wtf. 

and there, MJ wants to throw it into the river

i was like : NO NO NO, u will be caught by the cop, ahh ahh, i will not rescue u if u really get it

he replied: no one will catch me okay, i am throwing 

me: NO! u will pollute the river! 

him: the government will clean it once in a few months

me: really? oh..how? 

him: people says, they use magnetic concept

me: oh...u can throw it now :) 

and this conversation....heard by an ang mo couple

and they just looked at us and smiled.

they understand what am i saying? omg..embarrass

we went to Galeries Lafayette 

and MJ got me some macaroons 

ahah, Laduree Paris direct from Paris eh~ 

you want some MCM? 

or Louis Vuitton?

  

lol, definitely not the thingy i can afford, forget about it. 

who is taking picture with the Eiffel Tower? IS ME! 

and who is kissing infront the Eiffel Tower? US!

did i mention the day i went is New Year Eve? 

i am counting down the time with all the ang mo people

and i am counting down with Eiffel Tower! 

blessed, i am blessed. 

got our dinner near the Eiffel Tower, and we found nothing special to dine in

boy: grilled duck breast in mid-well 

Mine: Juicy grilled Tiger Prawn

 k.thx.bye