Great Day People! So here comes the Friday thoughts.
So, people knows me as a really noisy and hyper active human being.
i talked a lot. When i got nothing to do, i talk; when i got thing to do, i talk.
i like to talk. with people i like, i have tons of topic to talk with.
because to me, talking is the best cure for everything. i talk for entertain people and entertain me myself. I don't understand why we need to keep words in heart. Split it out, just don't keep, you will get internal bleeding. At least for me, i will have internal bleeding if i don't throw the words out.
When there is a time i sensed my people is not in a good mood, i talk to them. i hope they could open their heart to me and tell me what is the thing that bothered him/her. I might get to help, perhaps? Even though i can't help to solve it, at least i could save you from explosion. who knows, i might save their little life. My friends do pour themselves to me. i think they trust me or maybe i born like consultant? duh*
when i encounter problem, i tell. Yes, i don't care who is the one that create the problem for me. i don't feel happy, i tell. My dad, my mom, my boyfriend, my boss..No, no exclusion. There is no point for me to keep it in heart and wait until it burst. i just can't hold myself. It might be rude. But, it is true. Me, live as a human being for 22 years. There are people go in and out from my life, i don't get to hold them and let them stay for a longer period of time. It is because I am too straight forward. I slap people on their face, too bad not on their butt. So, that's the reason.
To be honest, i don't have any best girl friend like others do. Yes, there are people who asked me about this. i smile and said, Nah, just no one likes me. No girl wants to be my good friend.
i can't do girl dramas. i Can't. Girls are too dramatic, and i not so into those drama, so i quit. i keep a distance with girlfriends. because i don't want any of them treat me as best friend or good friend. Nah, just don't. I rather be with my boyfriends that are really less dramatic. Maybe i should say, there are no drama in guy-guy things. Heh* actually it is because guy is more conscious than girl. When you slap them on face, guy knows it is because they did some thing wrong. But girl..never is their fault. they never wants to admit their fault even in their heart they knows they are in fault.
am i a pity girl with no best girl friend?
Well, i don't think so. At least i am still the original. i don't act. i don't change.
please love me, my friends.
