;(

LiFe,how to be considered perfect?

In this world,i can find a perfect person?

Perfect....every1 wanna it.....included me...

but...honestly...this is jus a hope....H0PE.....

It is impossible to achieve.....

All  people will make mistakes....countless mistakes.....

But...why we still be required to achieve perfect?

Sometimes,a small mistake,a careless mistake,will lead us to be scolded.....

why must use 'scold' to solve the problem?cannot  say properly?



PLEASE!MANAGE UR EMOTION PROPERLY!

count 0.1,0.2,0.3,0.4-1.0 before u scold somebody !

iT will help u to cool down ur mind before u open ur mouth!

TRY iT

SINGAPORE TRIP

Good Morning,guys~!.....today....Christmas Eve!

I think everyone has ur own show for tonight,right?

My planning-Dine wit Family.....Rest....

HEy....Im home!Im bac from spore!miss me??haha.....

I miss home lotsa....miss my bed....my everythings.....

I came bac last night~*phew.......

kinda tired....11.30pm sleep till tis morning 9.00am!

nice~syok~haha....seriously....im a pig~piggy~

com'on.....lets talk bout mt Trip!

1st day...20/12/2010

-flights.1045am....get up from bed at 7am....

wash up,bathe,change clothes,make up...bla bla bla..till 8am

Jane's dad brought us to take breakfast....thn fetch us to LCC terminal,Sepang

Reached Spore at 11.45am

take MRT to BUGIS...Our hotel,HOTEL 81 BUGIS

we Asked ppl of the way to our hotel...tat guy point us to somewhr else....so....

we lost our way....!WALK FOR 15-20MINS...bt still cant find our hotel....=.=

thn asked another guy....he also duno the way to hotel...bt....

he took out his Blackberry...and google search for us!NICE GUY!

Not only that...he took us to hotel!nice rite?yayaya!very nice...thumbs up for u!

another problem occur whn we reach hotel....payment are always clear at the last day rite?

but tis hotel kinda special....payment clear at the 1st day!what...?!SD360....

so....i called my mum and asked her settle it!i took the key and jus straight to our room!

dun care bout tat!im kinda hot and tired!after half an hour...hotel phone rang....

"miss chang,u have u guest here...Anthony....would u pls come down?"

my mum boss!yeah..he clear the payment for me.....haha...he asked me "enuff money to use?"

sound like he wanna give me if im nt enuf money~haha....

after settle down everythings....we go to VIVO CITY.....shop at thr.....

bought a christmas gift for dear.....and Jane also bought a christmas gift for her dear....

she bought a high heels for herself too!nice...well worth....

next station...Bugis street!the biggest street market of spore....

Jane and me bought a boots wit the price of SD20!cheap betul....

thn grab a christmas gift fot Angela and Misty!

after tat...bac to hotel....FB wit my dear..

sleep at 12am~

2nd day...21/12/2010

woke up at 7.30am~

prepare to go to Universal studio~

reached U.S at 10am....

tis day....we used up 5hours in U.S....

syok!thn nite we go to orchard road.....

many ppl thr...cos tat week is X'mas week...

lotsa programme thr....we saw a old lady sing "I'm Yours,Jason Mraz"

cool!COOL!cool!

nice decoration on the street..many x'mas tree(s)...

I like the biggest x'mas tree...because used purple colour light on it!

my favourite colour!...and also the Ferrero Rocher x'mas tree!

thn bac to Hotel....~

3rd day....23/12/2010

meet wit my mum at Aljuined....

walk to geylang....fuyoh....

if gals walk alone on tat street....kinda dangerous!

those guy will " wee veet" you!and look at you wit their wolf eyes!

we lost again~~~~~aiks..ppl always point the wrong way for us....*swt~

so...we took cab to my mum's office!jus cost SD3.80...

=.= regret to walk at the beginning~

thn lunch wit mum.....full!!!!!!

hw to go to sentosa?!tummy tummy...~

so...jane and me jus walk walk walk...MRT,stand!escalators...no!stairs!

haha...cute betul :)

high recommand frm uncle anthony....SILOSO BEACH!!

nice...clean....no rubbish at all!see....singapore...

M'sia...?erm..........

have our time at thr wit sun,beach and sea water!wohooooooo~

many bikini hot chicks!i like it~*WEE VEET~

haha...thn hotel...bathe.....dinner wit dad and mum...

TEPPAN-YAKI~

Chef :"chili?"

me:"erm.."

Jane:"YES!"

im ok wit tat,,bt Jane less less less less eat spicy things!what happen wit her?

Next....saw tears in her eyes....oh gosh...kena bully ke Jane?

*faint......thn we continue shopping...to grab x'mas gift...

wohoo~done wit every1 gift!

finally i found OLD CHANG KEE!

snek snek snek...lik it...evrytimes i go to spore,i mus go to old chang kee!

to grab my snek~

:) dun worry...i eat many but 100% wont fat!cos we walk all the time!

thn head bac to hotel.....~

last day....23/12/2010

sleep till 9am~

thn pack up all the things....

check out and go to mum's office.....

FB at thr....clean up mum's office...

kinda messy..cos jus move in....

thn.....2.30pm...leave..

flights at 4.35pm

reached m'sia at 5.30pm...

owh.....dear leave at 5.30pm also!

took dinner at Jane's house thn home!

my hom kinda comfort!

:)

nice trip wit Jane~

PREPARETION

yup~20/12/2010 im goin to spore wit Jane Tan~

Sound goooooood.....our graduation trip!

Plan-ed our schedule...yesterday...

nice plan~muahahahaha.....any vacancy for trip planner?i think im suit to be a trip planner~

look---->our schedule---->

Clothes!gosh....my baggage to small....nt enuff space....

Dear keep say "u jus go for 4days~NO ned brin so many clothes to thr...u can buy at thr if reali nt enuff"

ei....Mr.Lee...U pay for me ?

i think my mum is the smartest mum in tis world!she teach me to roll my clothes......view tis picca....learn it!

nw...i hav more spaces to brin more clothes~

MY BAGGAGE :

Inside:

*top 12pieces

*bottom 8pieces

*personal clothing 8set

*bikini

*curlers

*skin care set

*tissue 6packs

*towel

*shampoo

*toothbrush

*cosmetic

*bear

no matter where i go...

i MUST bring them wit me!

I will nt go anywhr

if i dint put on some make up...

for me...foundation is most important

no mascara...is ok

no eyeliner...is ok

no lips gloss...also ok

bt no foundation...kill me!

Our ticket(s):

*Universal studio

*flights

and

*hotel

we r goin at monday,10.45am

so...guys....dun miss me for 4days

once i hav chance,i will post my status at Facebook....

stay tuned at my blog...

will post up all trip picca(s)

after i bac from spore~



:)

yea~SPM ...finally...finished...great sound....

Last paper B.Cina.....the burden can finally put down...

Step out the exam hall,the school....im totally graduated!

NEW CHARACTER IN MY LIFE

my dear....Mr.Lee

Seriously....we started our relationship at yesterday....

yup...!BEFORE TAT we r just "fren".....study lagi IMPORTANT!!

now...both of us finished our spm....so....akhem akhem....

have our dinner together yesterday....1st time have our meal wihout JJ,JANE or ANGELA....

haha....!

after tat go Terrence's house....BBQ...im kinda full....nt interested wit those smoky food anymor...

chit chat thr.....atfer tat balik rumah...!

*my gift from him* :)

MY LIFE_PART 11

Nice saturday...with the water droplets from the sky :)

Home with my dad...mum out,bro working...

Hmm..~boring...feel lik wanna take a short nap...

but no way...later gotta go out....

so....im here...jus to..waste my time...haha~

erm...oh yeah...my SPM...jus left 3 subject : CHEMISTRY,BIOLOGY & B.CINA

thn IM free !phew~~~~~

Chemistry....Super boring...electons...equation...experiment..owh~ *faint*

i used 3hour to finish chapter7(Acid and Base) & chapter8 (Salt)....F4 hardest chapters..

tonite...aim-ing...F5..all chapters....

Biology....erm....human....insect...plant...not a big challenge....cos prepared 1month ago..

but nw still ned to read over everyday...so tat...i can remember...for every seconds

B.cina......nothin to study...jus have to work hard on composition....

GOSH...my face now very teruk nia~dark circle very very serius!

lik China National Treasure----->Panda

:(

PLKN.....on9 checked.....

NAMA : CHANG JIA YEN

NO.IC : 930528-0x-xxxx

KUMPULAN : 1

PUSAT BERKUMPUL : STADIUM PAROI

NAMA KEM : KEM DE BANA,JEMPOL,N.SEMBILAN

ALAMAT KEM : KM4, KEM DE BANA

                            JALAN AYER HITAM-KEMAYAN

TARIKH LAPOR : 03/01/2011

MASA LAPOR : 9.30 PAGI

im get ready for tat....cos i jus go for 2weeks :)

guys...pray for me....so tat i wont die inside the camp....haha!

MY LIFE_PART 10

hey guys...long time i didnt update my blog...

kinda sorry~im busy wit my SPM.....

so far...finish-ed 3 subject : B.Melayu,B Inggeris and Sejarah

well.....i think my result will be ok....around A-B

I believe...my efforts...will brin me a gud feedback~

cumin' week : Math,P.Moral,Add math and Physic....

goin to work hard for my add math...my weakest subject and im aim-ing an A for tis subject..

so...guys...PRAY for me!

*i think my luck are all used up on my exam....my most important document,IC lost already....

aiks~i duno whr it goes~i think nw "she" is lying on somewhr else...waiting me...

forget bout it~process of apply a new IC is putting me in a trouble....

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once bitter,twice shy.....

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good descriction of me...

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i trust you , bt ,

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im hav no confidence in myself

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END OF MY SECONDARY

16.11.2010

I graduated.....

My secondary school life - the end.....

5yrs had passed....This 5yrs,I have experienced many,many things

Finally I grew up...Now i thought back to the "old me",I feel a bit...funny....

Last time,I was kinda Opinionated....I was stupid....I was naive...

and Im also a bad student fails to comply with school rules...

Full stack of disciplinary problems....are related to me....

Naughty rite?haha...Fortunately....Nw Im nt the BAd student anymore :)

Im already wake up from my mistakes...I swear...I will not make the same mistakes again!

Tis 5yrs memories,i will appreacite it...keep in my heart....

When Im free...I'll sit on the sofa.....slowly recall these memories..that u all have given me..in this 5yrs...

Attended the graduation ceremony today....

All ended in our laughter....

Wonderful performances today....Good job,guys~

I almost lost my voice....I'm so excited with their performances...!

especially yew san & yong ming ! Yong ming dressed as a woman...

Wow....sexy babe..with D cup & large hips...S-shaped body !envy nia~

Their performance get the most applause...very creative....everyone "love" It

Ceremony ended at 1.00pm.....

We take pictures after that....Our last 5Murni class photo_we named It "全家福" !

Love u guys....crazy classmate!

1.Yilin

2.Carmen

3.Kah Feng

4.Jansen

5.Inez

6.Danny Lai

7.Kevin

8.Yvonna

9.Jane

10.Ching Ching

11.Chee Cong

12.Jun Hou

13.Shin Yi

14.Calvin

15.Eric

16.Angela

17.Carrie

18.Siow Sam

19.Jason

20.Jakent

21.Yuan Yuan

22.Danny Choo

23.Pamela

24.Kelly

25.Kilo

26.Pui Chen

27.Terrence

28.Kiddo

29.Max Chin

30.Hale Chu

31.CSiang

32.Vincent

33.Loong

34.Kai Zhe

35.Adwin

36.Zhi Yang

(name arranged according class-T)

wit my school-U

wit my class-T

MY LATEST NEWS

-Saturday.....gratz...cos my time..wasted~

Planning study at Jane's house....seriously..i gt tat study mood....!

i drove myself to her house...wit a big bag,full wit my chemistry reference books

"eat before study!thn u just gt tat energy to study ma...."-Jane's mama quote....

tats the reason why she....akhem akhem~so chubby.....

i ate 1 "wun zai gou" + 1 plate spaghetti....kinda full...

Jane's mama,i wanna tel u....."nice cook!" :)

after tat,study~

jus for 30mins....SWT......

We chat all the time....STUDY??????haha....

i cnt study....cos Jane keep "bla bla bla"~non-stop!

we go Jusco to hav a short walk..~

thn go bac ~ cos mocha(Jane's dogie) wanna take her dinner n oso wanna go "toilet"

i brin her to my house...take dinner...

she bcum my maid...~washed all plates after meal....

F.O.C punya...haha....my Maria~

about 8.30pm,go out again~

Mr.lee fetched us to S1....finally...i can order ice-cream~

Enjoy our moment at S1 thn sent Jane back....stay at her house till 10.30pm...

.....chat lotsa thgs wit Mr.lee~

p.s :Mr.lee,Im so sorry for tatdy...

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addition : my Satio fell to the ground,and now,a little crack...a little lag...ahhh!!!super sad!!

anyone can help me fix it?seriously....who can introduce a gud phone repair master for me to fix it?

leave me a comment if gt any gud candidates...thx~

 www.jane-shan.blogspot.com/

OUR AFTERNOON

A message for him,last nite,told me he would come my house,today

I thought He was joking....i still told him dun cum "kacau" me...cos i wanna study~

Tis morning,he sent me a massage..He said to cum later....

"OMG~He was serious...." k ba...

1st...I rushed into my room...my bed full of clothes...

So..I have to clean up!

Suddenly..my phone rang..

His caller ID-------Jun

"ello"

"ei,wat u want for ur lunch?MCD~"

"burger?"

"no,i duwan...kinda full.."

"chicken or beef?"

"i duwan..."

"do you eat beef?"

"i duwan lo!"

"reali ah?ok lo..later i cum ya..."

"wat time?"

"duno.."

"oo...k lo.."

-dooooooooooooo-

1.10pm.....he reached...

my neighbour ...a bit surprised...

Her eyes as ... " wat? let boy in?boyfriend?"

I jus IGNORE it~

I said i was not hungry! he still brought me SR (secret receipe) !

lembu betul....*speechless

STUDY TIME:

He study bio....

and im jus doin nothin....

after tat...he started nagging me....

I picked up my physic....start study....

We study...also chat....

Most of our time is spent in chat..haha..

Study?jus 30%...i think...

He walked around my house~

and he said it was his home!

my bro support him...and said tis was his home!

keep hug my Sheep oso!

Geram~.........................

after tat,we sat on sofa....chat....

till 6pm...he was willing to go hom.....

NIce Day wit u,Mr.Lee :)

SUNSHINE *

Put down the books..Pick up essentails...

Im going to enjoy the warmth of the sun....

White clouds against the blue sky....

Grey-blue sea water coupled with golden sand beach..

Perfect Match

Arrive at 8am....

Cold wind woke me up.....

Really comfortable~

Play in the sea water,and also...ball!

nice activity for us..4male vs 4female...

Play too crazy till I did not notice the large rock "hide" in the sea...

Kicked,Pain!I shouted.....

Wounds are all over my foot...

Blood flow..non-stop...

The pain,is killing me.....

Although hurt,I was very happy!!!!!

MEMORIES:

horse?beach?

fishes frm my bro,to coax me,cos im hurt~

sun-shine

LETTER FOR MR.LEE

It took me a long time to write tis...to you,Mr.lee

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Primary school,after graduation,we began our new life..

Our secondary school life....and we have not seen each other...after tat...

In recent years....we r busy with our own things...

Gradually....I forgot you.....

Last year....you...appear...

Changed...from head to toe...

Big changes...

That little boy...grow up....

I almost cant recognize you....

The gentlemant....infront of me....is you?really?

Until u say "hi" to me...

A simple "hi"...let us return to previous...

and also takes us to a different future....

When i Fall,u helped me up...

My heart hurt,is you,help me dress my wounds

You use your tender,take care me....

Your good..i can not find a word to describe it....

With your shoulder,I was not afraid of anything....

I have tat qualifications,to have you?

i knw you hate tat i always say"im nt gud enuff"~

Tat is a fact!

Accept it....bt....

i will try my best...to be a gud leng po...haha....

and you.....pls keep ur promises....

always obey wat I say!

No objections ya....

After SPM,my life will be re-start....

and all my story...will be re-write....

Becos....you...are invite...by me...to join my world...

i duno wat will happen after 10years....

I only knw tat....tis moment....is the most important!

Untittle

Today,I carry all my textbooks to school....

Time's to return it.....

yesterday....whn i arrange the books....

a kind of feeling pop out...erm...hard to explain tat "feeling"....

I want to graduate...soon...

A little Reluctant...

Reluctant?!oh gosh...r u serious Inez?

yea...serious...

Gotta leave my crazy frens...cute classmate.....

and gotta end my Secondary School Days....

thn...Start College Life...

Crazy days, is gonna over...

Tense days, jus around the corner...

hmmm.....

Time "walk" kinda fast...IT does not need rest?

I need ! can Time jus stop for a while?

can wait me?i want rest..enjoy my life..high-tea with frens...hang out wit dear...shop-ing with mom...bla bla bla bla.....~

1 day 24 hours ....  NOt Enough!!

People are always work hard for a comfort living,Time is spent in work and academic.

All this is to provide families a quality of life.

Can people live for themselves for a second?

Stop the rapid pace,look around...

Listen...to our heart...what does It say? YOU hear that ? -Inez

MY LIFE PART_9

Sick,again....

Just gettin' better,and nw,sick,again

My immune system is gettin' worst...

yea..i knw~

Jus woke up....

-headache

-fever

-feel cold

-head heavy heavy,

seems to have a bag of rice on my head

Open my chemistry reference book,no way.....

Can not concentrate....

i gotta finish my F4 chemistry by tomorrow

Left 5 chapter......I can finish it by tomorrow?

:(

Go to school,today

Angela said my face looks haggard...

what?!oh my gosh.....

is time to treat my face...Well....

Today morning,without mr.lee be my alarm....

ALMOST LATE TO SCHOOL!

i think I began to rely on him~

cham lorrrrrrr~

:)

Jus nw, mr.Lee ask-ed me

"wat happen-ed,tis few days u lik nt happy d?"

and my answer => "me nw very happy la....gt a gud dear beside me"

This is a Fact.....Im very happy....

At tis moment.(SAD) tis word,disappear-ed in my dictionary

I do not allow it appear-ed again

and I know You will nt make me sad,Rite?

3years ago...my life is full of tears,full of sorry

I thought,he will regret wat he done

I oso thought,he will change after those 'Sorry'

all tis jus my thought~

but is okay,nw i recall those memories,its giv me a lesson.....

Lastime,Im a very cranky person,Im oso a very unruly person....

but nw....Im nt....I knw Trust,is the basis for people to get along

So nw,everytimes I talk or text wit mr.Lee, im nt going to guess the words tat he said to me....

Im nt going to guess those words is True or is Fake.....

becos he desserve my trust

He desserve It

He prepared a very,very gud life,for me...

but....I desserve it?no,im nt,i do not desserve it....

im nt perfect enuff......

:(

bt, i'll try my best to integrate into your world

:)

HANG OUT

10-10-2010

Noon,about 1.20pm,i call-ed dear,wanna ask him,where is he now...

cos i wanna giv him a small suprise.....

i call-ed 3times!bt he did not answer my call(s)....

So,i call-ed Mr.JJ

2pm....i reach-ed T1...dear and his fren(s) at Popular...

i point the direction of the phone accessories for Mk,

thn i jus rush to Popular.....Saw Mr.JJ and dear at counter...

Stay at thr for 30mins..thn we go library~

ahkem ahkem...when crossing the road...akhem akhem...

Some1 hold my hand huh....akhem akhem~

At tat time I was a bit suprise...

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11-10-2010

plan-ed go library study

bt...Closed on monday!

Swt~

thn I ask-ed Mr.jj and dear go starbuck wait me lorrr~

I was late! kinda sorry~

at Starbuck finish-ed my homework....

thn jus chit-chat aat thr...

Study?lolz~

haha.....

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12-11-2010

ok...tis time...gotta study jor~

8.30am....tat 2guys reach-ed my house....

bt ....I'm not ready~so...let thm in wait me~

my house lik museum....J and dear keep walk around my house

thn go take our breakfast~

Still early...all the restaurant not open yet~

So...go library 1st lo....

:)

yea~i finish-ed F4 biology chap 3 and 4 !

muahahaha~ hapi~

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17-10-2010

day for my babe Jane~

kinda long time she dint go jalan jalan wit me jor !

Finally...she dated me out~hapi till wan cry jor...haha

i go her house fetch her ~

saw Mocha~hair short short jor~and jus finish-ed operation...

thn go Pet Saloon fetch dear....

Brin them to T1 cos Jane want ask the phone price...

after tat S.R Time~

after lunch,go popular,Jane duwan go home....

after she buys exercise book thn willing to go home jor~

on the way home...she tells lotsa things...tis time my turn to lend her my ears....

Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ~

:)

FAMILI DAY

1st time i go chiong k wit my famili......

Nice,Sweet,Hapi and Cute!

nice day...After dinner i suggest-ed go chiong k...

Thn,my uncle jump up and said " ok! " he look-ed at me wit his big eyes..

He kinda like chiong k,my dad oso ! my mum booked room at Ruby Box

About 9.15pm we reach-ed thr...Start-ing...Stuffy~cos my dad and uncle keep sing-ing old songs

=.=

After 1hour........

my mum ask Misty " y u duwan sing?"

Misty answer => ah woon gor gor(my dad) holding tat remote...how I select songs ?

Thn my dad jus put down the remote...Misty terus rampas and duwan let my uncle get it~

She pick lotsa song...~ bt less sing cos my dad and uncle duwan put down the mic....

I think she jus sang a song...kolian~

go hom at 11pm..jus 2hour...my uncle keep say nt enuff,nt enuff...nextime wan go again~

Inez.Wei cheng.Wei sheng

Misty.wei sheng

Dad.Uncle

MY dearest dad n mum

My uncle n aunt